Refuse
Publisher
CreateSpace Independent Publishing
Publication Year
2009
ISBN
9781463650926
Pages
198 pages
Genre
realism
Format
novel
Item Type
Fiction
Annotation
Dean, a 22-year old female-to-male-transsexual, is no LGBT poster boy. Unemployed, depressed, mid-transition, friendless, and still living in the upstairs bedroom of his parents’ house in a conservative suburb, he can think of little to do but write his memoir. In the third person, he tells the tale of his would-be love affair with his college roommate, Colin, another trans man with a girlfriend and a successful indie rock band. The plot is interrupted intermittently by Dean’s first person commentary, often criticizing middle-class conformity—but also the queer counterculture from which he feels equally alienated. He is obsessed with Morrissey of The Smiths and wants nothing in life other than the same level of fame. As his far-fetched dreams become a foreseeable reality, he must decide between honesty and belonging, conformity or isolation, community or self.
Grade Level
9-12; Adult
Diversity Topics
LGBTQ (Gender and Sexuality); Transgender; transgender adult; girl to boy
Main Character
boy
Race/Ethnicities
White
Family Formation
mother and father
LGBTQ+
male/male
Keywords
transsexual; love; friends; identity; fame; roommates; band
Diversity Impact
direct
STARS Citation
DeLine, Elliott, "Refuse" (2009). Diverse Families. 911.
https://stars.library.ucf.edu/diversefamilies/911