Keywords
Walt disney, tattoos, ptsd, trauma, jesse smith, jeff soto, war, war paintings, veteran
Abstract
Through the use of mixed media, I explore imagery that reveals the trauma of returning combat veterans, of which I am one, as we try to reintegrate into a society that does not understand the war that still lingers within us. In my work, I depict emotional disturbances that are related to my personal encounters with war. My working process starts by referencing mainstream media imagery, which I juxtapose against harsh images inspired by veterans' drug and alcohol use, trauma and death. My black-and-white pixelated paintings feature the fragmented memories of a hostile combat environment, and although "Out of My Mind" depicts the chaotic emotions associated with PTSD, my whimsical style of illustration suggests a detachment from reality. Whether we call it shell shock, battle fatigue or PTSD, the war-related disorder is real. I want society to be aware of the hidden scars that our veterans carry with them. I do not anticipate my subject matter changing any time soon.
Notes
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Graduation Date
2013
Semester
Spring
Advisor
Price, Mark
Degree
Master of Fine Arts (M.F.A.)
College
College of Arts and Humanities
Department
Visual Arts and Design
Degree Program
Emerging Media; Studio Art and the Computer
Format
application/pdf
Identifier
CFE0004684
URL
http://purl.fcla.edu/fcla/etd/CFE0004684
Language
English
Release Date
May 2013
Length of Campus-only Access
None
Access Status
Masters Thesis (Open Access)
Subjects
Arts and Humanities -- Dissertations, Academic, Dissertations, Academic -- Arts and Humanities,
STARS Citation
Gonzalez, Gabriel, "Hidden Scars: The Art Of Ptsd" (2013). Electronic Theses and Dissertations. 2535.
https://stars.library.ucf.edu/etd/2535